Ten things i love about today
10 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
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1. the Taste of the Char Sau Pao (Thanks daddy for buying)
2. mummy’s new creation: Ginger Tau Hui
3. Call from Spiritual mummy Evelyn – Hope tt God will send Mr Right in His time.
4. Lunch cooked by mummy
5. Msg from Big Sister Pris
I feel so loved by my family and spiritual family. Thank you all for being part of my life, you strengthen me each day.
6. Great Weather
7. Blading at ECP: Finish the whole stretch from NSC to NSRCC (No pain after removing the blades, improvement)
8. Ice Cream: Yummy yummy the cold sweet paste that melts in my mouth (Snickers mar bar & Mao Shan Wang)
Thank you Francis for the outing. I had alots of fun and a awesome time.
9. Daddy setting up our bike gallery
10. Awesome to see God’s surprises: Eclipse.
God, thank you for the little blessings along the day that fill me up at the end with love, joy, laughter and surprises.
Our love for running brought us through another half marathon.
04 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
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Another year, another marathon, another route but with the same old friends who are crazy about running.
This year was the toughest race i ever ran.
One is i wasn’t prepared for it, i didn’t train much or not even put in the effort for to train. This i will have to blame myself for making the run painful. It showed me something today, the mind is the most powerful organ in our body.
It’s mind over body!
My mental strength is so weak. Woke up today not feeling excited, questioning why am i doing this and kinda influence by the negativity of YQ. During the race, I totally want to give up i the first 5km, having to walk after the first hill. Question of whether my body can take it? I realize a pattern once i start questioning, it give me room for doubt. If i believe this doubt and compromise, the self motivation is shaken and the self belief is taken away.
Eg. During the race, i think i feeling light headed.
Assess yes.. Maybe i should take a walk..Walk..
Brain: Everytime you feel light headed walk
When the body gets tired, it sends a message: you are feeling light head please walk!!
Mentally Strong: Am i really feeling light head. No! block out the feeling, you are ok just keep running.
Mentally Weak: No!!! Walk walk walk
That’s what i battled with today. I felt sucky for not training and putting myself through the torture, fun is being taken away.
I’m happy today for completing the race knowing i have broken through some barriers and i have done my best.
Good Job All Who Completed the Race Today
New Year Resolution
1. Sleep enough
2. Exercise regularly to enjoy any race
Still thinking whether to still join the marathon.
Keep it for another day to decide on the race that i want to join next year.
J getting married
02 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
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Today i received an event invitation on facebook. It’s Mr J getting married and i’m invited for his church wedding. The question is to go or not to go? The thought of going gives me this awkward feeling cuz i lost contact with him after he left for Perth. If i go i’ll feel weird and not knowing what to say to him.
The tingling feeling comes when you know that hey that girl actually could be me. But the question then i’ll ask myself, what when on then?
Could i take a long distance relationship?
Actually can if both maintains and eventually settle back down in one place. The trust and the faith in each other despite not seeing each other. However, i wonder again if i’ll be insecure without him. Maybe i would but it will be nice to have a shoulder to lie on when I need him there.
A good closure to the both of us.
Good memories at how he introduce cycling and photography to me. Give him my blessing and continue looking for my prince.
